To Film or not to Film?

I wrote a short screenplay last year, got the actors together, then chickened out ?

I have several people saying I need to make that movie, but a part of me isn't so sure

It was the first thing I wrote after my Mom died - I was and am a Momma's boy, even after just over 3 years I still miss her - and that's what the script is about, a young man dealing with the loss of his Mother and his search for the Faith he was cherished and the God that he feels has left him alone.

I think it would be a very good movie, and I know I need to shoot it to help me deal with my own sence of loss.

I am still a devout Christian, nothing will change that - but it ain't easy, I'm still dealing with some loss of Faith on my part, even though God has never lost faith in me.