To Film or not to Film?

I wrote a short screenplay last year, got the actors together, then chickened out ?

I have several people saying I need to make that movie, but a part of me isn't so sure

It was the first thing I wrote after my Mom died - I was and am a Momma's boy, even after just over 3 years I still miss her - and that's what the script is about, a young man dealing with the loss of his Mother and his search for the Faith he was cherished and the God that he feels has left him alone.

I think it would be a very good movie, and I know I need to shoot it to help me deal with my own sence of loss.

I am still a devout Christian, nothing will change that - but it ain't easy, I'm still dealing with some loss of Faith on my part, even though God has never lost faith in me.

Films - Avatar

Yes I did see Avatar - and I did like it very much. I usually dislike movies that use tons of computer effects, like King Kong - I liked it up until we first see Kong - I thought the rest was crap, so I went into Avatar thinking I wouldn't like it.

The effects where so damn good I forgot what I was watching wasn't real, I got to the point I preferred the fantasy over the real - which normally isn't me - but the effects looked so good I bought it hook, line and sinker.

work out

For the first time in too many years I'm sticking with my work out program - lot's of stretching - working with weights and power walking on an incline.

It's only been a few weeks but I can feel an improvement, I'm able to shake my hips once again - I used to be a pretty good dancer - I could move my hips on the dance floor - as I did a few moments ago - except I was in my home office pretending like I was dancing with the woman I love to the Enrique song Bailamos - I was damn sexy :)-

The more I work out the better I feel and I want to do more, being a former athlete, I miss being able to do great things with my body.

I don't know if what I'm doing will impress the woman I love to love me in kind ? even if it doesn't - I like the way I'm feeling and I want to feel even better - so I'll keep going, and make the outside look as good as the inside.

It felt good to be able to dance again - and it's a great add on to my work out program - Spanish music is great for dancing, it makes you move them hips.

Later all

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