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I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF "COMING-OF-AGE MOVIES" barf :(-

Let it be read into the record that Puberty SUCKS - and since it happens to all of us - men and women alike - there's not much that makes it special

I really don't care about someone making a movie about their tough time going through Puberty - IT'S HAPPENED TO US ALL DUMBASS - what makes you think that you're so special that anyone would give a crap - I had a tough time with Puberty also - but you will never see me writing a movie about it - I promise

I think I'll write a movie about my ability to take air into my body and expel methane - I'm sure I'm the only one it happens to - right ?

Later all

:)

Why Her?

For many many years I've done everything I could to hold back and hide any and all emotions - especially when it comes to falling in love :(- My heart has been eaten and beaten so many times it can be picked up with a tooth-pick.

I fall in lust quite easily - it helps a little to pine over someone even from a far and even if it's just lust - which I prefere - no emotions or feelings required.

I met a short - blonde haired, blue eyed skinny little thing more then a year ago - at first I thought she was very pretty - but over time I allowed myself to start to have - (yucky) feelings for her beyond just lust.

I had been asked by friends of her's if I was in Love with her - each time I said NO - I lied - for I have developed a very deep and strong love for her - yes you read right - I am in Love with Her - deeply, madly - to the point I've woken up calling her name at 2 in the morning.

Over the last 8 years I went from 195lbs. to around 250lbs. :( I hate it so much - more then you could know - for years I've started and stopped trying to lose the weight - but since I've allowed myself to admit that I am in Love with her - I've once again started on the tonage removal.

It's not just for her - I feel better and happier when I lose weight - I'm really not a big guy - I have a small frame and grew up with a runners body - that's what I was - I ran cross-country and played soccer for the first 18 years of my life.

So to be at 250lbs. on a body made for 195lbs. is almost like adding EEE breasts to a 4'9" 90lb. woman - I want and need to get back down to under 200lbs. - for myself and yes to also try and impress her.

Later all - stay safe and happy please - and be good humans

:)

Way too many crappy Films out there

I do like the idea of more people getting their hands on Camera's; but with that comes the people that should NEVER put their hands on a Camera ever again.

Right now I make only Short Films - I find 'em easy to write - and it usually only takes a few days for shooting. Even though I give myself up to 20min. per film - I get a lot of story told, beginning, middle and end.

I've been seeing a lot of short's out there that aren't really that good. I see very little originality - so many don't use their Imagination - they take other ideas and just rehash 'em :(

I have a new short written and I'm almost done with another - I hope to have both filmed by next Spring - wish me luck